A Knight’s Reward
Knight’s Series, Book 2
When Gisela Anne Balewyne comes face to face with handsome knight Dominic de Terre, she fears her dangerous secrets have caught up with her. The small town of Clovebury seemed the perfect place to hide from her abusive husband, raise her young son, and earn a living as a tailor while she saved to move north and start a new life. Seeing Dominic–the lord she loved and then lost when he went on crusade–renews her desire for him, but she can never be with him again, and not just because she’s a commoner and he’s a nobleman. Loving him would mean risking too much, including his life.
Dominic is on a crucial mission for Lord Geoffrey de Lanceau: to find out who stole de Lanceau’s cloth shipment, worth a fortune. Dominic is stunned to see Gisela, the only woman he’s ever loved. She’s changed, though, from the passionate, sensual woman he knew. He vows not only to succeed in his mission, but to win her heart forever–goals that endanger them all, especially when Dominic learns she’s been hired to sew clothes from some of the stolen silks.
As he unravels her shocking secrets and learns the truth about her little boy, he could lose all that’s dear to him–or win a knight’s greatest reward.
Read an Excerpt
Someone was watching her.
Someone close by in the market crowd.
The smells of freshly baked bread, smoke from the blacksmith’s fire, and dried lavender from the herbalist’s stall suddenly became cloying, like a hand closing around Gisela Anne Balewyne’s throat. Fear sluiced through her as she dug in her coin purse for a bit of silver to pay the baker for the loaf of coarse bread.
In her brief wander through the market, she’d almost resisted the inner cry for caution—the voice that had been her companion every day and night for the past four months. She’d nearly pushed back the hood of her drab woolen cloak, freed her hair from its leather thong, and raised her face to the warm sunshine. How she’d yearned to savor the sunlight. To pretend, for a moment, she was free to do so. That she didn’t have to stay hidden within the confines of her cloak, and it did not matter who saw her face.
It has been four months, a traitorous little whisper had coaxed. Ryle has not found you. He likely never will.
Yet, despite all her careful precautions, mayhap he had.
Cold, sickly sweat dampened her palms. Her heart lurched into a rhythm sharpened by months of simmering anxiety. She must pay for the bread, then leave the market as quickly as possible. If she were lucky, she could lose whoever watched her when she passed by the throng gathered around the trainer with the two dancing bears.
“Ye all right, love?” asked the baker, a tall, broadly built man whose wife had died last year. He bent to squint at her. Gisela jerked her face away, pretending to be looking into her coin purse.
“I . . . am fine. I do have the money,” she said with a shaky laugh. As her slick fingers closed on a coin, a sigh broke from her.
With a musical clink, the silver slipped back down into the bag.
“Mercy!” She fought the urge to toss the bread she’d tucked under her arm back onto the table, then bolt. The same voice that had lived with her for so long warned that to flee in such a way would be foolish. Whoever watched her would realize she knew she’d been found.
They might try to capture her here in the market.
They’d take her back to her husband, to answer for slipping away with little Ewan in the dark, silent hours of the night.
Ryle would make her pay for what she had done.
“Try to run away, and I will find you,” he had sneered that horrible evening months ago as blood, seeping through the slash above her right breast, stained her silk gown. Her blood glistened on his knife. “Go to your family, and I will cut them, too. You can trust no one, Gisela. This I promise you.”
A brutal shudder wrenched through her. Oh, God. Oh, God.
This time, he would not let her escape him.
This time, he would kill her.
She forced herself to swallow the fear threatening to suffocate her. Here, now, she had no choice. She must preserve the illusion of oblivion, so that in a few moments, she could elude her watcher.
Her hand shook when she dug in her purse again. She willed herself to be calm, even as she rationalized how much she needed the bread. The meager portion of vegetable pottage would not be enough to feed her and Ewan that day, without the dense bread to mop up the broth.
Gisela’s jaw tightened as her hand closed on the coin. Whatever had happened between her and her husband, her young son did not deserve to go hungry.
“Here,” she said, dropping the silver into the baker’s hand.
“I thank ye.” His voice held a kind note.
The wounded, shielded part of her heart constricted, and she blinked hard. She nodded and turned away.
His hand caught her sleeve. She jumped, even as she heard the baker say, “Take this for yer boy, Anne.” He handed her a small, round currant cake.
Her gaze flew up to meet his. Of course, the baker knew her name—at least, her middle name, which she used to identify herself here in this village. Not surprising, either, that he remembered Ewan. Sometimes her rambunctious three-and-a-half-year-old son accompanied her to the market. On the good weeks, when Gisela had managed to put away the set amount of silver she was saving, she bought Ewan a sweet cake.
Not very often, lately.
The baker smiled, revealing two missing top teeth. An affectionate smile, nonetheless.
Rowdy laughter erupted behind her. Men jesting. The familiar fear roused inside her, a reminder of her watcher. She must be on her way.
Waving a gracious hand, she said, “Thank you, but I could not—”
“Go on.” The baker pushed the cake into her palm, then patted her fingers closed around it. “Think naught of it. ’Tis my treat.”
His shoulders raised in a shrug before he addressed the farmer’s wife who had elbowed in next to Gisela and asked about the rye loaves.
The currant cake cradled in her hand, Gisela walked away. Chickens clucked in crates at the stall farther on. Copper pans gleamed in the sunlight. Skirting a group of men haggling over a cow, she strode on, forcing herself to take lazy strides. Even though inside, panic welled.
A dog hurtled past her, a joint of meat in its jaws, two men in pursuit. She stepped aside, out of the way. Curiosity nagged at her. ’Twould be dangerous to sneak a look at her watcher. Part of her didn’t want to accept that her safe haven here in Clovebury, this town on the edge of Moydenshire, land of Lord Geoffrey de Lanceau, had been broached.
Yet, part of her—the angry, protective part—demanded to know who followed her.
Lingering a moment, she looked over the leather goods set out at the tanner’s stall. Keeping her head down, she dared a sidelong glance down the row of stalls, skimming each of the people standing nearby to see if she recognized anyone.
A peddler in a long, tattered mantle, taking each of his steps with a wooden stick, hobbled his way through the throng.
The same hunched old man—aye, she was sure of it—had followed her to the baker’s stall.
She rubbed her lips together, her mouth suddenly dry. Market day attracted all kinds of travelers, especially thieves and peddlers. If Ryle wanted to find her, he would not have sent a thug disguised as a peddler.
The dog with the meat joint spun and hurtled back the way it had come, the men still in pursuit. As the mongrel darted past the peddler, it brushed the hem of his long garment.
He wore leather boots.
The mark of knighthood.
Most peddlers were lucky to be able to afford shoes.
A panicked cry flared in Gisela’s throat. She turned on her heel, painfully aware of the peddler’s stick rapping on the dirt.
Thud, thud, thud sounded behind her.
Run, run, run! her mind shrilled.
Squaring her shoulders, she strolled toward the trainer and his dancing bears.
Dominic de Terre cursed as he shuffled through the crowd, close behind the slender woman who, he sensed, had realized he was following her. Moving along with a steady plod, plod, he rued the itchy, woolen mantle that disguised him and hampered his movements. God’s blood, but a man could roast like a suckling pig in such a garment.
A necessary disguise, though. One he and Geoffrey de Lanceau, his closest friend and lord, had agreed upon, as a means to infiltrate Clovebury’s market.
Someone had stolen Geoffrey’s last shipment of costly silks while they were being shipped down the river to his castle, Branton Keep. A king’s ransom in cloth, missing.
Dominic had vowed to find the thieves—a quest that had brought him to this sleepy little town on the verge of nowhere.
The woman ahead moved with a languid grace. Despite the well-worn cloak covering her from head to toe, a peasant’s garb, she moved in a most enticing way.
Like a woman he’d known years ago.
A woman he’d loved with a passion close to madness.
And left behind when he’d ridden away to join King Richard’s crusade.
Regret pierced him. He shoved aside the inconvenient remorse, for years ago, he’d had no choice but to leave her. Moreover, the woman he followed could not be his beloved Gisela. The village where he’d met her was leagues from here. By now, she’d be married to a good husband, with four or five children crowding around her skirts.
She trailed her hand along a row of linen gowns drifting in the breeze, then turned left, heading toward the open space where the entertainers gathered. Dominic shuffled on, keeping his gaze upon her. Idiot that he was, he should simply give up pursuit and return to the market, to see what he might overhear. His duty to Geoffrey was far more important than chasing a wench with a sultry sway.
Yet, he couldn’t turn away.
Something about this woman drew him to her.
A grin ticked up the corner of his mouth. What man would not be enticed by a woman who swayed like a young sapling? She, however, would hardly be enticed by a scruffy peddler.
She paused a moment to watch the bear trainer. Waving a stick, the man coaxed one of the large animals to rise up on its hind legs. The crowd roared.
Switching the stick to his other hand, Dominic wiped sweat from his brow, then flexed his stiff fingers unaccustomed to curling around the wood.
He looked back at the crowd.
The woman wasn’t there.
Disquiet flickered through him. Walking forward, he scanned the rest of the throng.
An apt ending, mayhap, to a senseless quest.
Just as he was about to admit defeat, he spied her, darting into a side alley. As she ran, the hood of her cloak slipped off her head, revealing a mass of blond hair.
The walking stick slid from his hand and clattered on the ground. Before he could caution himself, Dominic broke into a run. The heavy mantle dragged against his legs, and he stumbled twice before regaining his balance. Clenching his fist into the coarse fabric, he yanked up one corner of his garment’s hem.
Several men gathered around the dancing bears turned to glance at him in surprise. With a pinch of dismay, he recognized them from earlier in the morning, when he’d convinced them he was a crippled old vagrant.
He reached the entrance to the alleyway where Gisela had gone. Yards down the narrow, rubbish-strewn alley, he caught sight of a figure in brown. Her hair was again concealed by the hood, which she held in place with one hand while she ran.
“Gisela!” he called. She didn’t stop, glance over her shoulder, or give any indication she’d heard him.
He sprinted into the alley. Rotting cabbages and onions littered the ground. Flies buzzed in a black, swirling cloud. Muttering an oath and batting away flies, he skidded through a slick mass of vegetables. The stench flooded his nostrils. Coughing, he covered his face with his grubby sleeve.
Halfway down the alley, he paused. The cacophony of market day carried from the other street, while in contrast, the alley seemed intensely silent. Glancing to and fro, he searched for Gisela.
A sense of urgency burned in his gut. He had to find her. After all this time—
A scrawny gray cat scampered over a nearby pile of broken wooden crates. One of the wooden slats shifted, then fell to the dirt. With a yowl, the feline bounded away. It disappeared down another alleyway, farther ahead.
Holding up his mantle again, Dominic followed.
The side street led into the backyard of The Stubborn Mule Tavern. A wide dirt space—enough to turn a horse-drawn wagon—fronted the two-story, wattle and daub building with a sagging thatch roof. Glancing to his left, Dominic noted the stable’s low roof also bowed in the middle, damage likely caused by heavy spring rains.
He pushed aside the mantle’s hood, gasping for cool air. Wiping his brow, he scrutinized the tavern yard. His sense of urgency deepened. Could she have fled into the tavern? Not a safe place for a young woman alone, but most of the townsfolk seemed to be at the market—meaning there would be fewer drunkards inside to harass her. From her brisk run, she’d seemed desperate at all costs to elude him.
Odd, her desperation. Why did she try so hard to evade him?
Had she stolen something from one of the stalls? Surely not. The Gisela he’d known had a soul as pure as unblemished snow, but then again, he’d not seen her for years.
Did she recognize his voice, but not want to speak with him ever again? Aye, that could be the crux of it. As he dried his dirty palms on his mantle, regret burrowed deeper, for their parting had been very painful. At that difficult point in his life, he’d had no choice but to leave England and join King Richard’s crusade. As much as he’d loved her, he couldn’t have married her. As she’d well known.
Shrugging aside his misgivings, Dominic started toward the tavern. A small, round object lying on the ground a few yards from the stable caught his gaze. He crossed to it before dropping to one knee in the dirt. With careful fingers, he picked up the object.
A broken currant cake.
The baker had handed Gisela one of the sweets.
Pushing to his feet, Dominic looked toward the stable doorway. Grayed shadows marked the entrance, concealing the interior. She could be hiding inside.
He shifted the remains of the little cake in his palm, and it disintegrated. Crumbs slipped between his fingers, like rough-grained sand. Like the years that had passed and changed them both.
He tossed the crumbs in the direction of a starling, watching bright-eyed from the tavern roof. The inevitable choice loomed before him—to step into the stable and face Gisela, or turn around and stride away, leaving the past behind him.
Years ago, he’d walked away. Every night since then, Gisela had been with him, smiling up at him while she lay in the lush meadow grass, her hair spread around her like golden fire. A bracelet of daisies dangled from her wrist as she trailed slender fingers down his cheek, over his lips, down to the front of his tunic.
God’s blood, he could not walk away now.
Dragging a hand over his jaw, he exhaled a ragged breath, and then strode toward the stable.
* * *
Gisela flattened against the stable’s far wall. Sunlight poked through cracks in the worn wood, slashing lines across the mounded hay in the center of the room, the implements hung on the opposite wall, the empty water trough nearby. Farther in the stable, a horse snorted, then pawed its stall.
Faint, gritty boot falls reached her, the sound of her pursuer running into the tavern yard, then coming to a halt. Hardly daring to breathe, she imagined him studying the quiet, empty yard, his face crumpled with defeat. She prayed he wouldn’t think to check the stable. That any moment, she’d hear him curse, spin on his heel, and stride away.
More crunched footfalls. Coming closer, not receding.
The moment of silence stretched, poignant and insidious. Her pulse thundered, as loud as a musician hammering on a tabor. She bit down on her bottom lip, even as a violent shiver tore through her. The sticky residue from the currant cake burned her palm like a brand, for in her frantic dash to the stable, she’d dropped Ewan’s treat. Where, she could not remember.
Mayhap her pursuer would not find it, she quickly reassured herself. By now, a hungry mongrel had probably eaten it.
Her watcher might not even have seen the baker hand it to her, and therefore, even if he did find the cake, it would have no significance.
Yet, the doubt settled deeper—like months of dust, stirred up by a cloud of ill wind, floating down to collect again in a stifling blanket.
The memory of Ryle’s reddened face, twisted into that terrible sneer, again wrestled its way into her thoughts. That evening, he’d been angrier—and more drunk—than she’d ever seen him. Thank the saints, sleeping Ewan, tucked away in his chamber at the other end of the manor house, hadn’t witnessed the violence.
She could only imagine Ryle’s wrath when she was returned to him.
Oh, God. Oh, God!
Her legs shook. She pressed her back against the rough wooden wall, into the darkest shadows. With only one route in or out of the stable, she must force herself to be patient, to be as still and silent as a tomb sculpture. Despite the smell of hay tickling her nostrils.
Despite the splinter biting into her right palm.
Just as she covered her nose to stop a sneeze, the light in the stable’s doorway dimmed. The muted thud of footfalls reached her.
Her pursuer had stepped inside.
Tension hummed inside her with the resonance of a single, plucked harp string. The air inside the stable changed. Shifted.
She sensed his presence. Determined. Inquisitive.
Confusion flared, and she fought the terrified moan rising up inside her. She squeezed farther against the wall. Her hand moved sideways a fraction and bumped against a wooden-handled spade. With a loud rasp, the implement keeled sideways, then clanged onto the floor.
The man’s rich, warm voice reached out to her, without a hint of menace. Disbelief shot through her. He sounded just like Dominic.
Memories of her beloved softened the edges of her fear, reviving moments of sunshine, laughter, and love so strong and true. She had known, when she’d kissed him full on the lips for the last time, that she’d never love another man as she had treasured him.
She blinked, fighting tears. Of all wondrous miracles, could it be him?
Cruel reality smashed her elation like a beetle beneath a stone. How foolish, to imagine the man was Dominic. He’d gone away on crusade. He’d likely perished on the bloody eastern sands, run through by a Saracen sword. Even if he’d survived the battles, the journey back to England on a filthy, rat-infested boat surely would have killed him.
Nay, the man could not be Dominic.
Fear was corrupting her mind.
Yet, how did he know her given name? Not the name she used here in Clovebury, but her real name?
“Gisela, are you in here?” The man spoke again. His tone held an edge of frustration.
Oh, heavenly Mother of God. If she heard only his voice, she’d believe him to be Dominic.
Loneliness coaxed her to stumble out of the shadows and look upon him. Oh, my love. Is it you? Biting down on her tongue, she fought the urge to call out. Curling her hands against the rough wall, she struggled not to rush forward.
’Twas not Dominic, she reminded herself. ’Twas a stranger, who was likely working for her husband.
Straw rustled. The shadows shifted as the man walked farther into the stable.
“Why do you not answer me, Gisela? Are you hurt?”
Any moment, he’d round the bales of hay. He would see her. Expectation warred with a rising sense of panic. Caution had protected her and Ewan over the past four months; to foolishly risk them both now was unforgivable.
Her gaze darted to the opposite wall, searching for a hiding place.
Nowhere to conceal herself.
Yanking the bread loaf from under her arm, she tossed it onto a wooden grain barrel. Lunging forward, she picked up the spade.
A man stepped into view. The loose, ragged garments of the peddler hung from his broad frame. With only a few paces between them, and him standing upright rather than hunched over a stick, he looked far taller than she expected.
A warrior in a peddler’s garb.
Facing him, she half-crouched, holding the spade like a pike between them.
He abruptly halted, respecting the barrier she enforced between them. He raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, while a wry laugh broke from him. “’Tis not the greeting I expected. At least you were kind enough not to crack me over the head.”
Her gaze sharpened on his face. Brown hair tangled about his shoulders, framing a handsome visage. In the shadows, she couldn’t make out the color of his eyes, but they danced with undisguised mirth.
His face looked tanned, more angular, but his eyes were the same.
Her arms trembled with the weight of the spade. It wavered, sending the metal end listing down toward the straw-littered floor. As though sensing her astonishment, he said, “Gisela, I have not come to harm you. ’Tis me, Dominic.”
Stinging tears flooded her eyes. Her throat ached, as though she had swallowed a mouthful of dry straw. How she longed to drop the spade and throw herself into his arms. The compulsion to go to him burned with such force, it robbed her of breath.
However, she could never forget her husband’s merciless vow. You can trust no one, Gisela. Do you hear me? No one! This I promise you.
Ryle knew how much she’d loved Dominic; drunk and furious, he’d cursed that love time and again. Circumstances had left her no choice but to tell Ryle of Dominic, a wealthy lord’s youngest son, whom she’d cherished and lost. If, after his return to England, Dominic had located her husband and asked to see her, Ryle had the gift of manipulation to convince any man to do his bidding. A treachery she added to all the others for which she despised him.
Knowing Ryle, he’d fabricated a clever lie to explain why she’d left him. He’d have stitched enough concern for her into his tale to convince Dominic he must find her—and bring her back.
The anguish of her thoughts struck her like a fist. Oh, Dominic, how desperately I have missed you. Every day, since you left me, I have wept inside. To see you here is my most cherished dream come true.
Yet, the cautious little voice inside her repeated Ryle’s threat. You can trust no one, Gisela. No one!
Dominic’s smile had faded. Now, his expression held a tormented blend of surprise and regret.
Misery weighed upon Gisela. How she loathed what she must do. But, she had no choice. Protecting herself, and especially Ewan, was more important than her fondest wishes.
Forcing the lie through her stiff lips, she said, “You have mistaken me for someone else.”
He frowned. “Nay.”
The falsehoods snarled together in her mouth like tangled thread. Still, she managed to say, “My name is not Gisela. ’Tis Anne.”
Shock widened his eyes. He shook his head, clearly grappling with her words. “’Tis Gisela. I make no mistake.” The barest smile touched his lips. “I would never forget you.”
A treacherous, pleasured warmth bloomed inside her. Oh, what wondrous words.
How very clever of him, if he aimed to undermine her wariness.
“My name is Anne.”
“Anne is your middle name. ’Tis also your mother’s name.” He crossed his arms, then leaned one broad shoulder against the stable wall, a posture that implied a lazy ease, though she well knew she couldn’t run past him to the door. “I remember the day you told me,” he murmured. “We lay in the meadow, with the buttercups and daisies. You made me say it over and over—Gisela Anne, Gisela Anne—so I would not forget. Do you remember?”
Aye, I remember. A sob rose in her throat.
From somewhere outside came men’s voices. They drew near.
Dominic’s jaw hardened before he pushed away from the wall.
Fear jolted through her. The men approaching might be his cohorts who had followed his pursuit. Reinforcements, to help take her away, if she put up a fight.
Her shaking arms failed her. The metal spade hit the floor with a loud clunk.
“Gisela.” Dominic moved a measured step closer. “I do not understand. I thought you would be glad to see me. Why are you so afraid?”
She stumbled back. Her foot knocked the fallen implement, and she winced. “Oh, Dominic,” she whispered, all of her anguish bleeding into her voice. “Please. Turn around and leave. Pretend you never saw me.”
Shaking her head, she fought not to weep. “Please.”
His searching gaze traveled over her. “Do you fear someone will find us here together?” He paused, before adding, “Mayhap your husband?”
A horrified gasp broke from Gisela. When Dominic took another step toward her, desperation spurred her into motion. She bolted for the space between him and the hay bales. The musty crunch of straw, as loud as her own breathing, filled her ears.
If she were quick enough, if she surprised him before he realized her intentions—
Just as she brushed past Dominic, his arm slid around her waist. She shrieked, struggled against his hold, but before she could draw another breath, she found herself spun around.
Kicking his shins, pounding her fists against his chest, she tried to wrench free.
Dominic grunted. “Gisela!”
With a sharp oath, he wobbled, then keeled sideways. Before she could pull free from his hold, the stable blurred around her. She was falling!
Gisela landed on her back in the mound of straw.
With a loud “oof,” Dominic landed beside her. He’d shielded her fall so she did not hit the hard-packed dirt, she realized with a twinge of gratitude.
Flicking bits of straw from her face, she struggled to rise.
Leaning on one arm beside her, his face a hand’s span above hers, Dominic shook his head. His broad, tanned palm splayed on her belly. “I will not let you run away, Gisela. I will have an explanation.”